What a rich several months! Ministry continues to challenge and form me in ways I never epected!
These are just some of the areas I wanted to speak to as part of my overall experience so far.
Preaching — There are ample opportunities for preaching, including nursing homes, funerals,
Thanksgiving Eve, Christmas Day and weekend, in addition to multiple times each month
for Saturday and Sunday services. I have been mentally cataloguing what works well,
what holds interest, what seems to “stick” and relate to the situations of others, and what
doesn’t. I am improving with preaching, albeit slowly, and learning to really appreciate and
take joy in sharing the Good News, rather than approach with personal anxiety. There is no
replacement for actual practice! Preaching from the lectionary continues to keep my ears
open for what God might be saying through the text, and become more intentional about
feeling for the pulse of the congregation and surrounding neighborhood and current events.
Though public speaking is one of my all–time greatest fears, God continues to provide each
day.
Worship — I have served in various roles as liturgist, reader, and even last minute acolyte! I have
participated in choir, organized bulletins and hymns for the weeks I preach, and helped
with the layout the worship space (sanctuary). Practice and comfort with the liturgy allows
for more natural worship of God alongside the congregation. Any complacence, however,
can result in mistakes or confusion, so worship always “keeps me on my toes.” I appreciate
the grace and patience to learn, as if there are any mistakes to be had, I will make them!
With that, I’m getting used to “changing it up” with lay participants and the church year. The
more I learn to consider the assembly and worship as a whole, and how all the moving
parts interact, the more it informs my preaching the Word and understanding how to lead
worship effectively.
Teaching — Continue to facilitate a multi-week course that walks through the stories of the Bible; a “big
picture” view, which gauges levels of biblical knowledge and experience, and also
encourages participation and reflection. Teaching with confidence as the “subject matter
expert” and accessing accumulated knowledge continues to remain an area of growth for
me, and just like preaching, regular practice is the most helpful. The input of others is ever
beneficial. I taught one confirmation review session in the form of a creative game, and one
class on the story of Joseph, as we presently continue to review major stories of the Bible
while learning the books and commandments. Efforts persist to capture the attention of this
age range. I led one Wednesday night study (which was a lectionary text for that week),
and look forward to more opportunities for that.
Pastoral Care — I have alternated hospital visits with pastor David, providing prayer (before any
procedures), fellowship, and Scripture reading with patients and their families. I visited and
was introduced to shut–ins and homebound and assisted living facilities with the pastor. A
continuation of experience from clinical pastoral education, and an area I feel more comfortable
with, considering compassion and pastoral care and ministry of presence a
particular strength of mine. I also had my very first experience coordinating a small funeral,
becoming aware of and sensitive to the needs of friends and family, the grieving process,
and the dynamics of the loved ones. I’m sure there will be more opportunities. Pastoral
care also happens “in passing” — meaning, you hardly ever sit down with the intention of
having a “session”, it might happen through regular conversation or working on a project
together.
Fellowship —
I continue to gain appreciation for and understanding from the perspective of the minister of
music through involvement in the choir (I have not participated in a church choir since
grade school, and I am loving it). I also get to hear about budgetary decisions and
stewardship from the finance officers. Anything from mailers to repairs to shoveling snow is
handled by staff (and by gracious members who stop by to offer their time and talent). I
have never realized the amount of effort that might go into the small responsibilities of the
church, in addition to all preaching and teaching and pastoral care, before participating in it
myself.
Being a part of the congregational groups, such as finance committee and council, allows
me to observe the dynamics and gain exposure to the inside decisions of the church. I am
also able to “drop in” on other groups, such as the women’s Grace Notes and Dorcas, attend
men’s breakfasts with rich conversation, and participate in choir. Through the
congregational groups, I am able to witness the various talents of members (from
handywork to accounting to music to crafts) and see how the body of Christ comes together.
I have had some wonderful interactions with members on an individual basis so far. One
feels immediately invited into relationship within this context. I initiated a “Coffee or Tea
With the Vicar”, and it opened the door for getting to know some others in their homes, and
in more casual settings outside the bustle of weekend worship. Opportunities for fellowship
are numerous, and like I mention above, I find that much fellowship takes place during
special events and meetings and drop–ins; simply being with others and sharing in their
activities with a certain level of enthusiasm. Members have wisdom and love and the
honesty to share encouragement or advice. Pastoral care happens in the form of casual
conversations of sharing, standing outside, or in the hallway, or while walking, or around a
table or meal. I allow others to teach me their stories, and what I do is listen.
I truly thank you for the parts you play. You might not realize the tremendous impact each and
every one of your lives of faith and love have on a simple learner like myself. It is an honor for the
church to “take a chance” on a student like me, adopt me with knowledgeable patience, gritty
honesty, and of course, humor. Being invited as a part of this living, breathing, and vibrant Body
we call Church, with all its strengths and challenges, is teaching me more than the best courses.
This is where the rubber meets the road, and I can’t believe it’s already over a quarter of the way
through! Time moves pretty quickly, but I anticipate the remainder of the year, and what our
ministry together, with prayerful direction from our Lord God, is capable of. God’s peace as we
welcome this New Year together!
What the year has confirmed is that the best way by far to reach out with the good news of the
gospel is not through mailings and advertising but through YOU! Each of us as “Christians” must
make worship a number one priority, and then with our words, your personal invitation to others
this Lampstand will shine brighter.